This has been a difficult season for my family in many ways. In the first six months of the year I almost lost my husband to cancer, my mom died suddenly of a stroke as she was shopping for a dress to wear to my daughter Madison’s wedding and Madison was married and is expecting our first grandchild in February. So much despair and so much joy all at once. That is what I think about when I think about Will and this season of life. Despair and Joy and finding that joy and having gratitude in the darkest days, knowing we are never alone.